Weird feeling

This damn day is like a storm, I don’t get why I feel this way. :( Its kinda weird because I don’t have a reason to feel like this. -_- It`s just that, the memories still haunts me. It`s almost a year but the pain is still felt. I still remember that words that came from his lips. He said “Tatanggapin mo ba yung FRIENDSHIP na i-ooffer ko sayo?” That exact moment I thought he will say that he feels the same for me. But yeah, i`m wrong. That sting I felt that time still remains. </3 I feel so bad that night. Irony isn`t it? The person you love can`t love you back because they love somebody else. Handa pa naman akong ibigay na lahat sayo. Pero sa totoo lang nabigay ko na lahat ng kaya kong ibigay sayo. :( Now i`m listening “I won`t give up” Siguro, dapat na kong gumive-up? Haha. I`m crazy right? Suppose to be dati pa ko nag-give up kasi naman alam ko naman na ayaw niya sakin eh. But I can`t blame myself. Tinamaan talaga ako sa kanya eh. He`s not like the rest. He is really a rare guy, kapag nagmahal kasi siya sagad. (Parang yung love ko for him) Yun nga lang his heart beats for D*nn*. I seriously hate that girl for giving him a heartbreak, for making him cry and for teaching him to be scared to love again. I THOUGHT we had the chance to be together. I THOUGHT I`ll have the chance to prove him how I love him. But he didn`t gave me the chance to show him how I care and love him. That`s it. Ang sakit sakit eh. Ang hirap magintay, lalo na hindi naman siya dadating. K This feeling sucks. Love sucks. No, love doesn`t suck. I suck. That is why he can`t love me back. Why? “Anu bang kulang sa akin?” I always wanted to ask him that question. >.<