Spiritual Talk

Just got home from a spiritual talk with my brother. :) Lol Kala ko spiritual siya pero parang emotional talk talaga siya. =)) May isang quotation na tumatak sakin na sinabi ng facilitator. "#MAHIRAP MAGHINTAY LALO NA KUNG WALA KANG HINIHINTAY". </3 Its kinda striking when I heard him saying that quote. Kasi I`ve been waiting for this guy for a year now already but yeah wala pa din and hindi na ata siya dadating ever. Okay ang loner kong. Laslas. Yun lang I just want to share what happened today. :)

Superman ♥

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This guy. Wala lang, gusto ko lang iadmit na ikaw pa din talaga. Kahit ang tagal tagal na? Haha. Sorry ha? Maybe you`re just a remarkable guy. I`m not really bitter pagdating sayo kasi nag-sorry ka naman, pero sa totoo lang you don`t have to say sorry because you tried, you tried to love me back. All I want lang naman kasi is maging honest ka about how you feel before. Masakit lang naman talaga is yung binitawan mo yung mga salitang "Magbago ka lang liligawan kita.". Mali kasi sayo Mavz you don`t need to strive para ma satisfy lahat ng tao. Okay lang naman sakin na hindi mo ko magustuhan eh. All I want is for you to learn to love me NG KUSA. Hindi mo lang talaga siguro binuksan yung puso mo that is why hindi mo ko natutunan mahalin. I`m fine don`t you worry. Matagal ka nanaman insensitive right? Sino ba naman hindi matatauhan kapag may umiyak sa harap ng isang lalaki. I`ve done everything just to meet your standards, in fact nalagpasan ko pa nga yata yun eh. Imagine, si Danna lang naman yung dapat kong pantayan eh. Pero hindi pa din ako sapat, you know why? Because siya lang talaga mahal mo. And SIYA kasi TINANGGAP mo ng buong puso YET hindi ka minahal ng pabalik. How ironic right? Kung sinung mahal mo hindi ka kayang mahalin ng pabalik. :) Pero nagpapasalamat pa din ako sa kanya kasi I learned to be a great and fine lady again. Eh ganun talaga eh may mga taong akala natin para sa atin eh. Swerte lang mga tao na nakahanap na. But now we`re still friends. Ilang na nga lang talaga sometimes. People change for 2 reasons: 1) They have learned a lot. 2) They have been hurt too much.

BYE

I just saw this on my tumblr`s dashboard. Nakarelate lang. Lol. -__- Kasi naman this guy (nanaman) I like is actually a douche bag. Yun nga, when he did something WRONG and REALLY OFFENDING, he says sorry and ask me to forgive him and stop ignoring him. I just don`t understand why still wants me to be in his life. In fact wala naman ako for him, i`m just a 2nd option. Yung lang nakakainis kasi yung ginawa niya nung senior`s ball. He said sorry tapos I saw him dancing with this ANOTHER GIRL and then suddenly this girl KISSES him on the cheek. I was like. >:( O`cmon you just said sorry tapos ayan ka nanaman sa pagiging douche bag mo. Sige na ayoko na nga, last na talaga toh. I won`t ever talk to you ever again. BYE

New guy

Bago kong inspiration okay. Nuff said baka madami pang umagaw. Kidd. :">

#BOY G ♥

:):

Okay don`t mind the face. I know I look so ugly (coz i`m a faggot) LOL. Anyways, I just wanna share to you guys this happy and unhappy event. =)) I just got my card from my school. (Pateros Catholic School) And the reason why i`m so happy is because my grades is somehow average. :D YAY! I got 86.72 overall average. I`m so proud of myself. Kfly. =)) And the reason behind my frown is this is my last chance to get my card in my alma mater, next year maybe sa POVEDA(?) ko na kukunin yung card ko. Aww. And I find it so funny kanina kasi I was about to ask my adviser kung when will we get our section. And I was like. :O Oh my gosh hindi na nga pala ako dito mag-aaral. </3 Yun lang. I`m just so unhappy today. :(

THERE’S ALWAYS THAT ONE BEAUTIFUL GIRL WHO DOESN’T HAVE A BOYFRIEND, AND YOU CAN’T UNDERSTAND WHY.

THERE’S ALWAYS THAT ONE BEAUTIFUL GIRL WHO DOESN’T HAVE A BOYFRIEND, AND YOU CAN’T UNDERSTAND WHY. 

Bakit kaya kahit gano kaganda, kasarap kausap at kaseryoso ng isang babae hindi pa din na-aappreciate ng mga lalake sa paligid niya kung gaano ka special niyang girl? Kahit naman hindi siya maganda masyado tulad ni Anne Curtis may natatangi pa din siyang kagandahan na nakatago at naghihintay lang na madiscover ng isang lalake na magpapahalaga sakanya. Ang nakakalungkot kasi kung sino pa ang napaka-positibo ang tinggen sa love yun pa ang naloloko, kaya madalas naiiba yung pananaw sa love eh. KAYA NAGIGING BITTER, at NAGHIHIGANTI. Sobrang nakakapanghinayang lang yung mga panahon na sana nagmamahal at sumasaya ang isang babae, kesa saktan at ubusin lang ang lakas sa pagmumukmok sa kwarto at mangarap ng isang relasyon na hindi puro panloloko at problema ang idinudulot.

Simple lang naman ang gusto naming mga babae eh, at yun yung mahalin kami pabalik, ingatan, huwag lokohin at huwag gawing number 2. 3. 4. o 5…. Gusto namin “AKO LANG”. At kung gawin nyo man yan hindi naman masasayang yung effort nyo eh. Katunayan nga baka maisip nyo na mas masaya ang makuntento sa isa kesa manakit ng nakakarami.

HINDI LAHAT NG TAKEN MASAYA

HINDI LAHAT NG TAKEN MASAYA 

Hihihi. Di ko alam kung bakit yan ang trip kong topic. :) Hindi po ako taken ngayon, pero sige magffeeling ako. =)) I have this close friend kasi who is in relationship kelan lang its so bumpy right now. Hindi pa naman sila super tagal  na as in years. Mga 10 months na din sila. Ayun sobrang sweet nila as a couple kapag nakita mo sila together nung guy, lagi siyang sinusundo legal sila both sides. Pero yun nga wala naman perfect sa mundong ibabaw right? Kaya yun may isang girl na bigla na lang nag-approach sa friend ko she is asking kung sila pa nung bf ng friend ko so she said yes. After a while yung girl biglang nag burst out na siya daw yung bago bi J***. At first naniwala yung friend ko nag-usap sila and naayos nila BUT parang may doubt din kasi kami sa guy kasi parang he is telling a lie. Nagbreak sila nung friend ko and for now narealize ko hindi nga masaya ang single yung as in alone. Pero parang mas nanaisin ko na din siguro na mag-isa kesa naman na magpaloko ako. The right guy will come around. :) No need to rush things kaya here I am ENJOYING my life ALONE.tropa muna kami ni FOREVER ALONE. =))

I GET JEALOUS EASILY.

I GET JEALOUS EASILY. 

I’m not gonna lie, I get jealous when other girls talk to you, hang out with you, or even look at you. Not because I have something against them but because I’m afraid that they have more to offer you than I do.

Crush :)

Phillip Phillips. ♥

I just damn like this guy. Lovely voice, cute facial expressions and he is so simple. :) He isn`t a fancy fancy guy type but he is really down to earth. CRUSH. ♥ LOL

Dude hindi ka trustworthy. BOW

SARAP NG FEELING :) 

Ang sarap pala ng feeling ng nakakamove on ka na ng unti-unti. :) Pero feeling ko din dahil di lang kita nakikita kala ko nakakaget-over na ko sayo. -__-LOL ang nega ko lang. Pero yun totoo din siya in a way. Bukas ko na lang siguro mapapatunayan na naka-move on na ko kapag nakita kita AT hindi na ko galit o bitter sayo ibig sabihin okay na ko. Ibig sabihin WALA na kong PAKIALAM sayo. I`m not one of your girls anyway. And imagine? 2 beses mo na kong pinaasa sa wala. :) Thank you ha? (Sarcastic) lagi mo kong iniiwan sa ere. Sana in the future marealize mo at makarma ka! Goodluck. Sana wala ng ibang babae and maloko mo sa COLLEGE. :*