Bestfriend

Hi Bestfriend Tin Tin. >:D< Hahaha. Yan talaga kinuha kong picture mo kasi may I ♥ SF. >:) Ako yan SF (KUNWARE) Gusto ko lang i-blog to kasi first time ko magka-bestfriend ng lalake, AT ramdam ko talagang true friend kita. :) Kahit hindi tayo nagbobonding? ><" Haha. Deh promise mo naman sa Aniversarry naten gagala tayo eh. Kahit ang tagal pa non? =)) 2 months palang tayo pero feeling ko matagal na tayong tropa. Haha. Mga salita kong pang kalye eno? :)) Deh, pero yung totoo, I swear to you i`ll be here for you always when you need someone to talk to. When a girl leaves you i`ll stay with you. When you need money that`s when I can`t support you. :)) LOL No seriously, love kita Tin kahit ako ordinary friend lang siguro ako para sayo. Nye drama ko. Sorry dati kung nagtatampo ako agad sayo. Pero sana hindi na tayo ulit magkatampuhan tulad dating lagi kitang natatarayan. :)) Sorry ang arte kong kaibigan ha? Gusto ko laging nilalambing. Feeling bata bestfriend mo eh pasensya ka. Hehe. Osige na di na ko mangungulit. I love you Bestfriend. ♥

its a lot harder than it seems. You talk all day, everyday. You fall asleep on the phone together. You wake up to good morning texts. You think about them every second you’re awake then when you’re asleep, you dream about them. You spend time with them whether its in person or not. They soon become a part of your everyday life and you get used to it. Then all of a sudden, they leave. Most of the time once they’re gone, they’re gone for good. Meaning, no more late night calls, no more cute text messages (actually no texts at all), no more ’i love you’ ‘babe‘ all of that. The first few days you will want to call, text, send them an ask, IM, really do everything just to talk to them and restore what’s “normal”. But, as much as you try,  things don’t change. The hardest part is letting go. You check their tumblr and facebook often just to see what they’re doing and also to see if they have someone new. This person that was once your everything is now just a memory. A memory that you replay over and over again in your head. You spend nights reminiscing in the said words, shared laughs, the kisses, all the good things that went on during the time you two were together. Letting go can take weeks, months, even years. Remember that this was just a fragment of time, a memory that will someday fade.
~TUMBLR
This post made me cry. I just remember how to feel this way.

Weird feeling

This damn day is like a storm, I don’t get why I feel this way. :( Its kinda weird because I don’t have a reason to feel like this. -_- It`s just that, the memories still haunts me. It`s almost a year but the pain is still felt. I still remember that words that came from his lips. He said “Tatanggapin mo ba yung FRIENDSHIP na i-ooffer ko sayo?” That exact moment I thought he will say that he feels the same for me. But yeah, i`m wrong. That sting I felt that time still remains. </3 I feel so bad that night. Irony isn`t it? The person you love can`t love you back because they love somebody else. Handa pa naman akong ibigay na lahat sayo. Pero sa totoo lang nabigay ko na lahat ng kaya kong ibigay sayo. :( Now i`m listening “I won`t give up” Siguro, dapat na kong gumive-up? Haha. I`m crazy right? Suppose to be dati pa ko nag-give up kasi naman alam ko naman na ayaw niya sakin eh. But I can`t blame myself. Tinamaan talaga ako sa kanya eh. He`s not like the rest. He is really a rare guy, kapag nagmahal kasi siya sagad. (Parang yung love ko for him) Yun nga lang his heart beats for D*nn*. I seriously hate that girl for giving him a heartbreak, for making him cry and for teaching him to be scared to love again. I THOUGHT we had the chance to be together. I THOUGHT I`ll have the chance to prove him how I love him. But he didn`t gave me the chance to show him how I care and love him. That`s it. Ang sakit sakit eh. Ang hirap magintay, lalo na hindi naman siya dadating. K This feeling sucks. Love sucks. No, love doesn`t suck. I suck. That is why he can`t love me back. Why? “Anu bang kulang sa akin?” I always wanted to ask him that question. >.<

DAY 2 COLOUR

Day 2 COLOUR #photoadayApril

DAY 1 REFLECTION

DAY 1 REFLECTION ♥

This is my reflection. Hi! My name is Sarah, and a lil bit information about me is I really love PHOTOGRAPHY. :> I actually took this photo before having my make up for my Promenade. Nuff said. :) Smile! ☺Smile! ☺Smile! ☺Smile! ☺Smile! ☺Smile! ☺Smile! ☺Smile! ☺Smile! ☺Smile! ☺ ♥